Thursday, December 25, 2008

Did I just TOUCH BY YOU... or you?

You can say it is due to obligation to a (sort of) high value Client, who has given me his trust in me on managing his money since the beginning. I was invited by a Friend (who used to be a client) to his X'mas Church Service this morning at the Magelan Sutera Ballroom. And I went, on time (rarely), with lot of coincidences:
  1. Few days into Christmas, I have this funny sentimental mood which made me missing my friends at England, they are friends whom I have not been contacting for more than 10 years.
  2. Few days into Christmas, I have not been feeling well, so I was taking rest at home most of the time, and realising how much less time I have spend with my love ones at home since I started a business.
  3. When I get the invitation by my friend on the phone, I agreed on the spot without the usual hesitation.

If you know me for more than 5 years, please don't be shocked by what I said in the next few sentences ok?

I arrived on time, in my mind this is kinda just another entertainment job I GOT TO DO like usual, I expect to kill about 2 hours here just to keep my friend (client) happy.

So as usual the session started by singing part (woshiping songs, etc) and all the songs are with words like 'Father', 'Lord', 'My Child' (the believer), etc. I used to dislike and totally unagreeable with all these.

What is not usual is this, I started to feel really sorry about something, pictures of my mum working hard at the old kitchen pop up ( you heard me right, I was really puzzled), pictures of my parents getting old was flying around my mind, I felt even more sad. Worse than that, I saw children dancing to the song, I was so proud of them, like they are my own children. (gosh~ am I going nuts?) There is even a notion in my mind that I want to send my children (when I finally have one) for church activity, because it looks like the church is doing a great effort in educating them.

I cross my arms to go into defensive mode, and I took a few deep breath, thinking that will stop my watery eyes from getting worse... (Oh dear~) Then there is a break, and they announce that the next perfromer is a girl, aged 13, named Ritchell Lim, all the way from Perth Australia.

Ritchell Lim is visually impaired, and she was playing piano and sing at the same time...


When she sing the part that goes like this:

'Hear my prayer oh Lord
Please give ear to my voice
Answer me in Your faithfulness

Hear my prayer oh Lord
Please give ear to my voice
Answer me in Your righteousness

Only You who gives sight to the blind
Only You who heals all the sickness
Only You who takes away the suffering...'

I was shivering and I totally lost control of the drainage of both my eyes... (this is embarrassing) Luckily it is still dark in the room. I wipe my face a few times and wondering what is happening to me for a few minutes and at the same time enjoying the moment. Frankly speaking, the sense of peacefulness is in my heart.

Later the senior pastor deliver his preaching, unknowingly I was noding my head to agree on many of the things that he said. (what is this?)


When I leave the service, I feel peaceful like I have never been for a long time, I felt empowered by unknown force, I felt like I just wanted to go home and help out my parents on the things which I wanted to do but was procastinated for a long time. I felt I just wanted to flip through my old phones book and call those friend who helped me in the past and say hi and sorry for not manged to keep in touch for a long time... Wow~ I felt like I was given a new life!!

Now, I know this is sort of a dangerous question to ask here (because it may stir up a storm of argument), if you are a good Christian or Religion people. Can you tell me what is going on here?

*All photos were taken by Blackberry Bold 9000.
**ps. I have to state this again, I am not a Christian, the above statements are not an indication of my future religion taste.

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

When you are down and sad, that's the time your heart can be touched easily, furthermore church is always a place for people whom need help. By the way, you will feel the same if you enter a temple that time ......

edwar said...

Thanks Jannie, anymore comment pls?

seventh said...

church is not just about people having problem and only that point of time, they should turn to church. be it whether you are happy, sad, getting married, or you wanted to have someone to share your day-to-day work, etc, you could go there and talk to God.

from your entry here, it seems like you have reached to a point that your parents getting old and you felt that you have neglected them at a period of time. by listening to that worshipping songs, it actually touches on those family values that you seldom be with them due to your hectic job(well, you didnt neglected them for all your life isnt it. only a period of time, right). so, it works that way.

whereas the children, i guess you never been involved in any activity with children. you would feel that "wow. how they do that? the kids are amazing." and it just hit you that one day you wish your children to have talent or fill up their time or get involve in school activities.

another my 2cents tot. my sunday school teacher told me. "Whoever in higher position, always neglected their God. They always forgetting about their obligation and put it as secondary matter."
What do you think yourself?

Another last 2cents tot, so take your time to smell the flowers around you.

edwar said...

Thanks Wen, wow~ this is getting better and better.. anymore please?

edwar said...

For info. only... I already started smelling the flowers around me, they just don't look and smell the way it used to be.. ;-)

seventh said...

they just don't look and smell the way it used to be <<< you got to be kidding me!!!
hahahhahaha.. go grab your old phone books! hahah.

so, you don't laugh at my reunion thingy ya. hahah.. i have another 2 to go next month! I can't wait to see my old school friends since 1990. weeee

Jing Lee said...

Wei wei, so glad you found something in your soul life...after the race for a physically better life style...

Human has body, mind and soul...u already achieved ur max point in your body and mind, and now GOD has guided your soul to HIM...to find peace in HIM...

I'm a Chirstian but not a perfect one...but the peace in GOD is really good...


I hope you'll have the same power too...GOD BLESS