Dear Rabbit,
I decided to write you a letter because these words just keep running around my mind every time we had an argument. Because of that I can simply tell how bad I am in communicating with you. It’s my fault, not yours. By writing this letter, I just want you to know how I feel, and I feel better when I believe you know about it all.
I came to believe that now, I am not the right guy for you, and you deserve a much better man with a much bigger heart. I came to understand that my mere strong feeling for you is not enough to justify me requesting anything more from you than what I have already got.
I thank you for all the good things you did to me so far, I really appreciate it, and when I say I appreciate it, I close my eyes and put my right hand on my heart and think it through like a movie, it always make me smile and my heart will be warm. I have never experience in life, what I have gone through with you. Just like I have never broken any rules, which I have broke, when I am with you.
There are up and down in this journey, of cause, just like any other relationship on this earth. And a good relationship will have a good communication. I have experience the most high up and the most low down with you, which is great experience really. What a shame we did not communicate well enough.
I wish that you future is bright, I believe it will. Just don’t spoilt it with your own hands ok? Believe in yourself, you are much bigger than you think you are.
I really believe now there is a God above me, and God has sent you to me to make me, and you, both a better person tomorrow. There are many questions in my mind when I decide to follow my heart to have feeling for you. The further we go down the road, more and more time I face challenges on issue like loyalty and faithfulness, on truthfulness and selfishness. And I believe I have found out the answers for these questions.
I also came to understand how it feels when one is being taken for granted, and in my life there are many people I took for granted without knowing much. I really have to go back to pay back what I have taken.
So I guess this is time to say good bye. God has made this happened at all the right timing don’t you think? I will start my next step in life soon, and you have, or almost come out from something which drags you down. The long holiday is already knocking on our doors. Let’s just leave each other alone for a while, let the sand and dust settle down, the air will be clearer and the road ahead will be much wider for us.
Good bye, I will pray for you and God bless you, my love.
Love,
Monkey
Want to know who and why I wrote this story for? Drop me a line at the comment and I shall tell you all about it~ ;-)



3 comments:
Ai~ Even I feel sad for Monkey and Rabbit when reading it again, such a pity~
What happen to you dear? Your recent posts all filled with sadness and depress ...
Don't tell me you are that Monkey ...
Haha~ please read my new post replying your question~
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